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Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Chapter 4

IV
The next evening, just after the sun bows behind the distant mountains, Johann’s eyes open wide, staring at the underside of his mattress. He rises from the floor to find William Morrow sitting in a steel chair outside his cell. William is holding a fresh glass and three pouches of crimson liquid. Through a proud smirk he says, “I believe Jake Hollins owes you breakfast, lunch and dinner.”
Johann takes the glass and the bags through the bars and sets them beside the bed.
“It’s okay,” William motions to the fare. “I don’t mind.”
Johann hesitates before using one of his long finger nails to perforate the bag. He foregoes the glass and raises the bag straight to his lips, giving William his first brief glance at the two overlong canine teeth, ivory stalactites that hang from Johann’s upper gums, before he sinks them into the red liquid. The disturbing sucking sound comes not from Johann’s mouth, but from deep within his gut. After emptying the bag of its contents, Johann wipes his mouth clean, and looks up at William. “That will do for now,” he says. Still his eyes frequently shift toward the other two bags as they him.
“Very well. Now, Johann, in order to move forward I need you to tell me about what happened with you and the Goldsmith girl.”
“I needed to feed,” says Johann matter of factly.
“And why were you not able to lee- uh, feed in the normal fashion?”
Johann hesitates and diverts his gaze from William, as if he is talking to the cell wall and says, “I was not expecting to be in need of nourishment while so far from the Stake.”
“And by the Stake you mean?”
“The part of this city where your people have relegated my kind.”
William’s eyes drop toward the floor as if they are too heavy for his head to hold them up. “I see. And why is it that you had to feed so unexpectedly?”
Again Johann pauses and the absence of color in his cheeks becomes even more apparent. “I will not discuss my reasons for leaving the Stake. But while I was in Ravine I lost a great deal of blood and I needed to feed right away. After exhausting every option I had, I moved from house to house until I found somewhere I could get in. I had no idea she was a little girl until I was holding her in my arms, and by then it was too late.”
Although William does not have a daughter of his own he feels his heart tighten in sympathy for the Goldsmith’s, but he presses on, trying to get everything out of his client that he can. “And then what happened?”
“After feeding and realizing what I had done, I ran. I ran as fast as I could to get back home. I heard sirens and tried to hide, but I was discovered.”
“I’m still not putting this all together. Why is it that you lost so much blood?”
Johann visibly hardens. “I have already said I will not discuss my time in Ravine.”
William senses that Johann is shutting down so he swiftly decides to change direction in an effort to keep him talking. “And what about your arrest? Did you say anything to the arresting officers? Did they say anything to you?”
“Say anything?” Johann laughs, steel wool scraping along a rusty car fender. “No they did not say anything.”
“Johann, did the officers who found you assault you before bringing you in?”
Johann’s stare intensifies, and his voice becomes tinged with anger. “Let me ask you this Mr. Morrow, if it were not for these bars separating us would you not want to assault me for what you think I did? You are no different than those men. It is not malice that infects you; it is ignorance. It is ignorance coupled with no desire to be educated. You cannot understand because you do not wish to understand.”
“I’m trying to understand, Johann but how can you expect me to understand when you’re refusing to give me very important details?”
William’s pleading eyes do nothing to soften Johann. “If you will excuse me, I wish to finish feeding and be left alone” he says as he turns away from William and reaches for the remaining bags.
***
That night while Johann sits awake, William lies on his couch unable to rest, mulling over everything his client had said. But finally, as the sun comes up, sleep embraces the both of them.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Thank you!

I will post again very soon because I am so appreciative of the support this project has received. Also, when we reach the halfway mark of $2,000 I will post 2 chapters! 

Chapter 3

III
Deputy Hollins does not make good on his threat to drag Johann through the streets, but once again hauls him through the dark underpass. Upon returning to the jailhouse Johann is greeted by two things: a new cell, farther away from the other  inmates, and his attorney. Hollins shoves Johann into his cell and locks the door behind him.  
“I’ll leave you two alone to get to know each other,” he chuckles as he walks away.
Johann’s attorney extends his hand from outside the hallway through the steel bars. “As I said in the courthouse, my name is William Morrow. I will be representing you throughout the upcoming trial. I have reviewed your file, but is there anything else you would like to tell me that may be useful to me in preparing my defense?”
William waits patiently for a response that does not come. “Mr. Vickers, in order for me to help you, you must talk to me. The evidence against you, while purely circumstantial, is fairly damning. The cops found a screaming girl with bite marks on her neck who described you in vivid detail. Then you were picked up less than a mile from the scene. If there’s any hope for you, you have trust me.” These words pass through Johann like smoke through a keyhole. “Very well Mr. Vickers. We shall try again tomorrow. And perhaps I can arrange a visit with your wife and son.” These words appear to soften Johann ever so slightly, and William hesitates as he rises to leave.
“Stay,” Johann says. The syllable is a command, but there is more than a hint of pleading. Johann repeats his directive, adding a dose of cordiality. “Please stay. Just until the dinner hour.” William can hear the desperation in the man’s voice, so he slowly sits back down, consenting to the request.
“I’ll stay under the condition that you talk to me, Mr. Vickers. If you don’t want to talk about your case that’s fine. But you have to talk to me about something, or else I’m simply wasting my time here.”
Johann folds his hands under his chin as if in prayer. The irony of this would make William laugh in a different circumstance, but the pain on his client’s face shoves any thought of humor down into the pit of his stomach.
After much deliberation, Johann finally speaks. “Why are you doing this?”
“Doing what exactly, Mr. Vickers?”
“Helping me. Why are you helping me?”
“Because that is my job.”
“You despise me and my kind,” Johann says, flatter than month old soda.
Without Hesitation William counters, “That’s untrue, Mr. Vickers. I’m a man of the law. What I despise is injustice. Now I may not understand you, or your kind as you say, but I am attempting to remedy that at this very moment. Getting to know you will only enable me to be more effective in helping you get out of here. I know that there are certain longstanding preconceived notions about how our relationship should work, but I assure you, those notions disappear inside these walls. I’m here to help you and my feelings about who or what you are will not impact my desire to do so, positively or otherwise.”
Johann does not speak, but his eyes betray that he is listening. “You assume that I want your help, Mr. Morrow.
William expels a long sigh that is cut off by a sound coming from down the hall. With a glance to his left he sees Deputy Hollins ambling towards them toting the familiar silver hook and bag. “Get my client a glass, Jake. He is not a zoo animal.”
Hollins continues forward, his sizeable body effortlessly deflecting William’s words. But the attorney’s continued stare penetrates the deputy’s lard armor. The deputy rolls his eyes, but does an about face and heads back down the hallway.
“I don’t need a glass,” says Johann. “I will just be happy to have it not end up on the floor.”
“It is not a matter of what you need, Mr. Vickers. It is a matter of what your rights entitle you to.”
Deputy Hollins reappears holding a glass in one hand, and the pouch in the other. William takes them from him and dismisses him with a wave of his head. Hollins stands there briefly, glancing between Johann and William before departing without a word. After he disappears, WIlliam meticulously tears at the pouch until it opens ever so slightly. He then pours the content into the glass, careful not to let it touch him and ensuring that every last drop finds its way into the nearly full glass.
“Here you are, Mr. Vickers. Now if you don’t mind, I’ll let you leech in private. But I will see you again tomorrow morning. I’ll be here before the AM breakfast hour, and I’ll speak to Deputy Hollins about making sure that you’re able to leech three times a day, just like the other inmates. Good night, sir.”
Johann tears his gaze from the glass to see William hesitate in the hallway. “Feed,” he says stoically. “I feed. Leeching is a term coined by humans.” With that Johann’s eyes return to the glass he clutches in his hands.
“Very well, Mr. Vickers. I will let you feed in private. Good night.”
“Mr. Morrow, there will be no need to visit me until tomorrow evening.”
William nods and disappears down the hallway as Johann retreats deeper into the shadows, bringing his hands to his lips.
***
The eerie serenity of the jailhouse melts away as soon as William exits its doors into the evening sunlight. The otherwise beautiful orange tinted sky is marred by an angry mob of bloodthirsty protesters. Now they are not only screaming for Johann’s head, but for William’s as well.
“How can you live with yourself, you Leech-defending son of a bitch!”
“You just climbed in bed with the Devil, Morrow!” - this from Father McKinley, his collar shielding his Adam’s Apple.
William puts his hands over his face and fights his way to his car. The riot surrounds him, but thankfully does not follow him as he speeds out of the parking lot, out of town, and towards his house. He knows he cannot run away from this, but he must formulate a plan before he addresses the public. First he will talk it over with Linda. She is his sounding board for everything. But when he arrives home, he finds that the lynch mob has decreased in size and intensity, but not in sentiment.
“I don’t know, Will. Can’t you get someone else to defend him? I mean, the man murdered a little girl in cold blood. Besides, do you really want to be seen as sympathizing with the Leeches? That could destroy your entire career.”
William, expecting for his wife to be his sole refuge, is at once hurt and defensive. “He is innocent until proven guilty, Linda. He deserves a fair trial just like everybody else. And don’t call him that. He has a name.”
“I don’t care what his name is, Will. And I know what I know. That thing is as guilty as the day is long!” Thing unfurls out of her mouth as if the word itself is pure poison.
William stares at his other half unblinking for several seconds before turning his back and heading up the stairs to their bedroom.
“Will, where are you going?”
“Shower,” he responds curtly.
As soon as William climbs into the shower hears Linda creeping up the stairs, but he pretends not to. The cold water is relief splashing against his face.
“I just want what is best for you, ya know?”
Its as if he can see through the curtain, because he knows she is leaning against the doorway, arms folded defiantly under her breasts. “I can’t talk about this with you, Linda. We aren’t going to agree, and I’m not going to fight with you about it. Now leave it be.”
“Just be careful,” she says, adding “dinner is almost ready,” before exiting stage left.
William towels off, feeling no cleaner than before, and heads down to what is sure to be a quiet meal.
“So how was your day?” William inquires obligatorily.
“Fine,” Linda says in a manner that clearly indicates they do not have to trudge through this charade. That night they lay in bed, right next to each other, yet separated by a barrier that leaves them worlds apart. For the first time in their young marriage, they do not even kiss each other goodnight.
***
As soon as the Sun loses its last fight against the charging blackness of night Johann's eyes widen. He sits on his bed wide awake, hands folded beneath his chin, and drinks in the tiniest sliver of moonlight. He embraces the dark.
Johann remains unmoving, unblinking for hours until daybreak chases away the retreating darkness. Then he gets down on the floor of his cell and crawls beneath the bed. He lays his head down against the welcoming coldness of the concrete and folds his arms across his chest, an X of sharp arms draped in bright orange. At last he closes his eyes and instantaneously is swallowed by a sleep that could not rouse the dead.

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Chapter 2


II 
At 4:25 PM Johann, now conscious but still weary on his feet, is beckoned once again. When he reaches the front of the holding cell the deputy opens the door, motions for Johann to hold out his hands, and then shackles both his hands and his feet. Then he grabs the chain that runs between the cuffs on Johann’s wrists and drags him forward. Johann squints his eyes against the bright lights of the corridor. At its end, there is a large steel door that the deputy opens with the swipe of a card from his keyring. Beyond the door is a dark underground passageway that leads from the holding cell across the street directly into the courthouse. 
“If I had my way,” sneered Hollins, “I’d kick your ass across the pavement.” He tosses his head back, and gazes upward, paying homage to the town above. “But the judge won’t have me stinking up his courtroom with your burning flesh.” He pauses, deep in thought, and then adds, “Maybe on the way back. I could use a little vitamin D.” The darkness of the hallway is filled with the deputy’s guttural laughter. The sound of the echoes follow them until they emerge through another steel door into the courthouse. 
White marbled floor and colorless walls light the entryway; an instant and stark contrast to the dark tunnel. The shades have been pulled in anticipation of Johann’s arrival, but he can still feel the sun shining through them. The sensation is like his skin is expanding outward and his bones are collapsing on themselves. Like magnets with identical poles, his skin and bones are trying to escape one another. This results in an extreme burning that is dulled significantly by the shades, but still extremely unpleasant. However, the pain is short lived as Johann is rushed quickly through the entryway, past the nervous onlookers, and into a nearby courtroom. 
Fluorescent light touched every inch of the expansive room. Wooden pews, full of spectators, are lined on either side of a carpeted walkway leading to a  podium and then a large bench. Johann is ushered forward to the frontmost pew on the left. The cacophony is deafening. People are screaming for his head, spitting on him, and all telling him exactly where they think he should go. Still, above all of this, the sound of a woman wailing. The well dressed man next to her pulls her to him in a fruitless effort to comfort her. Johann never turns to them, still he can feel every ounce of their animosity directed right at him.
After a brief wait, the bailiff walks in and, after some time and considerable effort, is able to quiet the bloodthirsty audience. He instructs everyone to rise as a short bespectacled man of about sixty-five enters the room from the front and climbs up onto the bench in front of them. He motions for them to sit back down as he carefully flips through a few documents in front of him, periodically glancing up and through Johann. Finally he calls Johann up to the podium where he is greeted by a public defender. After a long, drawn out pause, a look of agony spreads across the judge’s face as each word that sits on the edge of his tongue is meticulously labored over.
“Ladies and gentleman, let me first acknowledge the emotional difficulty of this case. Any time a life is lost, a great tragedy has occurred. When that life is the life of a child, the tragedy is only compounded. I want to send my deepest condolences to the victim’s family. I also want to remind you that despite these difficult circumstances, this is a court of law, and I will ensure that it is conducted as such. Any disturbance, no matter how minor, will not be tolerated. Is that understood? Good. Now then, the purpose of today’s hearing is for arraignment only. So let us proceed. Mr. Johann Jakob Vickers, you are before this court today and are charged with one count of each, first degree murder, felony assault, endangerment of a child, and breaking and entering for the attack you carried out on Annie Lynn Goldsmith on the night of February 10 in her place of residence. These charges carry with them a maximum penalty of death. How do you plead to these charges, sir?”
Johann does not move. He simply stands there, head bowed, hands folded in front of him. His attorney predictably advises him to plead not guilty, but Johann remains steadfast. “Mr. Vickers if you do not enter a plea before this court a plea of not guilty will be entered on your behalf.”
Johann does not react to the judges words, nor does he even acknowledge having heard them. “Very well Mr. Vickers, the court shall enter a plea of not guilty on your behalf. A trial date is now set for May 15th. Until that time you are to be transferred to a more private holding cell at the county jail where you will remain without bail.”
At this, Johann’s attorney speaks up. “Your honor at this time we move to dismiss the charge of first degree murder as the victim in question is not dead, therefore precluding murder from being a valid charge. In addition to that I move to have my client released on his own recognizance due to both his low flight risk and his unique health requirements and circumstances."
"Denied and denied, Counsel. While it is true that Annie Goldsmith is still walking around, she is anything but alive. Her life was taken from her, and that is murder, plain and simple. This courtroom will not treat Mr. Vickers differently than anybody else simply because he drinks his meals in the dark. We are adjourned."

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Tuesday, July 30, 2013

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Chapter 2 will be posted as soon as we hit $1,000! Thanks so much to everyone who has contributed so far and I look forward to your commentary!

Chapter 1

PART I: The Charge
I
Johann’s frail figure thinned drastically overnight. His orange garb now hangs loosely over him in a disgusting contrast to the parchment stretched taut over his bones. He could likely squeeze right through the bars if he wanted, but instead he sits perfectly still in the back corner of the cell. The jeers from the other inmates pass through him as if he is invisible.
“Murderer!”
“Freak!”
“Bloodsucker!”
The insults are constant and rhythmic like a heartbeat; a foreign sound to Johann. Even the jailer is a participant in the cruel banter. But Johann stays completely still, as if an extension of the bench he is sitting on. He stares straight forward at the clock on the wall. It hangs across the hall from the holding cell below a sign reading Ravine County Jail. Below the clock is a large oak desk, which is supporting an enormous quantity of various kinds of clutter. The only discernable item on the desktop is a gold name plate belonging to Deputy Jake Hollins. The deputy himself is reclined behind the desk, his black cowboy boots propped up on it, and his hat over his eyes.
When Johann arrives at the station for booking, he is coldly told that meals are served at 7 AM, 12 PM, and 6 PM. The clock on the wall above the sleeping deputy reads 6:49 AM and that familiar void has once again taken root in Johann’s stomach. The cell is dimly lit, and Johann can almost fade into the shadows against the back wall where he is sitting. The jailhouse has no visible windows and the temperature is kept cool in an effort to kill the germs inevitably introduced to the jailhouse by its occupants. If not for the incessant noise and the lack of nourishment, Johann would find this small enclosure quite habitable.
When the clock strikes 7 AM the denizens of the adjacent general population holding cell ignore Johann entirely as they all clamor for their morning rations. The deputy, rustled from his morning slumber by the increase in decibels, grumbles and disappears down the corridor. He reappears almost instantly, dragging a large, clear bin filled to the brim with stale, smashed bread and individual packets of jelly and peanut butter. The lunch menu is similar except expired ham and cheese is added to the bread and the peanut butter and jelly are replaced with warm mayonnaise and mustard. The deputy draws his nightstick and loudly raps it twice against the cell door, fending off the pack of hungry wolves. Then, in one motion, he opens the cell, shoves the tub inside, and slams the door back shut with a metallic Clink! that echoes in Johann’s ears like a tuning fork. Johann remains unmoving in the shadows as the rest of the famished inmates flock towards the container.
Above the din, Johann hears the deputy call to him, “Hey maggot! Time for breakfast!” The hatred in the deputy’s voice is unmasked. Johann looks up to see a small IV bag filled with a dark red liquid protruding through the bars into his cell and hanging from the end of a metal hook. Slowly Johann rises to grab the dangling bag. As he extends his bony fingers towards the meal, the hand at the other end of the hook opens and the contraption falls to the ground. A new crime scene appears on the floor outside the cell.
“Sorry, buddy. Breakfast is over.” The deputy’s mouth rises at both corners into a vicious smile and in the background, a few peanut butter and jelly-filled snickers arise. Johann’s expression remains unchanged and he returns to his corner, once again melding with the concrete bench. This same routine is repeated at lunchtime.
By 3 PM, still three hours before the dinner push, the lack of sustenance has rendered Johann’s pale skin translucent. By 3:30 PM, as the shadows grow longer, they create deep caverns along the contours of his face. Finally, at 4 PM, with barely a noise, Johann falls forward onto the rock hard floor and begins to convulse and shudder violently. Deputy Hollins, suddenly embodying the badge pinned in front of his soft chest, springs to action. He runs down the hallway and returns with another red bag. This time there is no hook. He fumbles his keys before throwing the cell door open. In one motion the deputy drops to a knee, tears open the bag and begins pouring its contents onto Johann’s face trying to aim for his mouth. After the bag is emptied, there is a long and eerie standstill until, without much fanfare, Johann’s eyes open once more. At this the deputy stands, turns, exits, and shuts the door behind him. With a glance back at Johann, who is still lying on the floor, he says shakily, “Vickers, you go before the judge in twenty minutes.”

Friday, July 26, 2013

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